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Monday, July 03, 2006

it was long long time ago where i last posted a post..........

sorry ppl, this post may made u all feel happy n sad for me......

here it goes......

although SYFOC 06 was a fruitful one for me, learnt alot of hard n soft skills from there....... should i say like or love? Ok.... I love the whole group of ppl i hang out with ever since i gt close to them since NPCC Day Parade this year........ the last parade tt i m involved this year is national day parade, which i hope i still will remain contact with them.........hang out with them too.....

The next day......... the worst day i ever had......... i receive the news of my mum being sent to hospital.......... she fainted after a day spent at my grandma's place.......my brother rushed down from home just to send her to hospital........ n i was left alone at home..... miserably waiting for updates from him..... i cried............. alone in the dark dark hse....... after hours........ i finally received a call from my brother while having HER online consoling me........... My mum was admitted in SGH but the doctors can't determine wad was the cause of her fainting.........

I stayed awake all night just hoping to receive msg tt she is alright........................ didn't sleep for the whole night....... went to school next day....... which is today..... after school i went to her ward to pay her a visit....... all i saw was a weak lady lying flat on the bed..... doing nothing but sleep.....

eventhough she is tt weak.... she still showed concern to me n constantly chasing me off as i gt school the next day with her faint voice........when i sat beside her, stroking her hands and ask her to rest.... tears started to fill my eyes....... but i constantly reminded myself tt i should not show her the soft side of me.... wad she need is to see her sons being strong beside her......... (o god y m i crying while typing all this....)

She can't even sit up........ even when she needed toilet..... we have to help getting a nurse to attend to her......... wad happen to my cute mummy........... y all this must happen to such a nice person....... y....................

y it's not happening to me but my loved ones.....................Y!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

- The LONER Spoke @9:34:00 PM -


dono wad is that





about me
name : tommy
age : 19
birthday: 10 aug 88
school : Ai Tong School
Macpherson Secondary School
Singapore Polytechnic
Singapore Maritime Academy

CCA : SP NPCC,
NPCC,
SMAC,
SPRC


dreamland
outdoor sports
gals
the sun
kayaking
indoor sports
outdoor sports
HATES!
hypocrites
back stabbers
stubbon ppl
irritating ppl
AND MORE



WANTS.
#1 time
#2 new toy
#3 necklace
#4 DUFFER BAG
#5 new phone
#6 new shoe
#7 tons of new clothes
#8 ADDIDAS/NIKE JACKET
#9 OAKLEY POLARIZED SUN GLASSES
#10 CRUMPLE SLING BAG
[*to be continued...*]