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Sunday, August 21, 2005

last sunday was MISHELLE'S BIRTHDAY, someone who dun look like 17 but who is just 17, haha..... to some of us, her age is beneath her looks....... haha..... aiya.... really spent that meaningful evening with u n friends to celebrate ur BD at marina south, eating steamboat, watch fireworks and drink.... haha... :D.... let u all see her pic... haha

DO SHE LOOK LIKE 17???? highlight for my thoughts..... i doubt ur ans would be yes.... haha

MONDAY I MISSED IDEA lesson because i drank too much during the steamboat section..... n i reached school at 10....... so late right... i even took a cab leh... haiz.... all my fault.... who ask me drink so much... haiz..... then PST i nearly drown to death as my leg caught by the rope ladder.... haiz..... so sway.... but luckly i calm myself down in time to untangle it.... haiz.....took 151 with Jason home.... haha....

TUESDAY
after school, stayed back after school to play badminton with arron, wei rong and desmond.... haha... so fun, then after tt went to clementi for squad gathering.. so fun...
MOST OF THE WARRIORS APPEARED FOR OUR GATHERING WITH IRFA MDM
after tt, we went to play pool, haha..... so fun... play pool while listening to stories...... haha... didn't know harry(jian boon) can play pool so well....... haha...

THURSDAY, before thermo practical, me, des n wei rong went down to JP to shop... haha...see clothes... haha.... then after prac.... i went down to HGM to meet KX n her friends as to celebrate her bd which lies on the next day... bought her a DIY clock...... haiz...... no fun de.. haiz.. then went home sleep liao...........

FRIDAY, CD's last lesson, tt means tt i gt no more lessons on FRIDAY!!!!!YEAH!!!!!!!! then after tt went to do my group's CRS project..... so freaking idotic lo.. haiz... i find tt lesson meanless.... n after tt was my routine work... returning back to unit.. haiz..... taught sec 3s slow march.... haiz... they learn so slow man........ haiz..... i teach my SI in 5 mins he know liao... haiz.... then after tt went home to sleep..... haha........

SATURDAY!!!! SO HAPPY, went kayaking with AARON at KLSSC...... haha...... so fun.... paddle here paddle there..... haha.... then see DB PPL from many schools.... NJC, CJC, NUS and SP... haha..... and then saw NP's canoeists.... hha.... n we did eskimo rolls near them..... haha.... aaron taught me tt de.... haha..... thankz bro..... hope we could kayak together soon.... haha... :D....... gt myself a nice tann... haha.... then after tt i went home.....n went for dinner with my family to celebrate my grandma's bd..... abit sad tt i missed the SP NPCC's BBQ at east coast..... haiz....

she nv reply to my sms and msg online......... wad have i done..... my heart is really with her.... i really really love HER.....
end.....

- The LONER Spoke @10:02:00 PM -


Wednesday, August 17, 2005

utterly disappointed in myself....... i m a total failure!!!

- The LONER Spoke @12:24:00 AM -


Sunday, August 14, 2005

OK, it has been a week since i posted.... hha.... it had been a wonderful week for me, as there's NDP, my BD, SP NPCC's AGM n mishelle's BD.... hha.... so fun..... quite slag for the week..... haha,.....

tuesday was National Day..... though i stay home the whole afternoon..... but due to my friends online, i feel quite accompanied... hha..... then had an early dinner celebration with my family..... haiz.... it's like so routine... haha...... every year same de..... it's the resturant we go tt is different...

wednesday..... although this yr my bd doesn't have much ppl accompanying me the whole day nor celebrate with me... but it doesn't matter to me la..... it was a msg from HER tt makes my day worth while.... haha....AGM was kinda boring as onli around 20 ppl appeared there... haha.. n the presentation was way too fast....... no one actually bother to prepare themselves for the presentation.. haiz..... met KX in the evening to get my present... haha...... my first present......

thursday..... went back to unit to meet sec 2s just to get their opinions for the past trainings..... n what they think can make their friends from NP to come back.....

friday.... went back to unit for the retest for those who didn't sit for it.....it was bad as onli sec 3s came back for the paper...... haiz..... instead of letting those sec 3s off.... i teach them on how they can teach hurrican n pressure lamps as they say they want to teach the cadets during their training on the following weeks....it was quite fun to be with them la..... haha
saturday!!!!!!!though in the morning n afternoon i stayed home..... i was sort of accompanied by friends online as well as SMS..... haha..... then in the evening went out with E4, went to seoul garden for dinner..... haha.... stayed there until 9, spent about 3 hours plus plus in there.... haha........ so fun lo.. talked alot...... crack some jokes... and hear one another's recent stories.... haha...... love the food there man.... so nice.. haha.....then went for pool.... haha.. nice man...... although onli stay there for an hour plus..... but we enjoyed ourselves.....haha..... n u know wad....... they bought me a wallet... haha..... nice nice nice.... haha.....=p.... hope we would have a routine gathering soon... haha... miss u guys LOTZZZZZZZZZZZ....... i hope i can meet HER soon...SHE is like so busy with HER work...... or SHE just can't be bothered with me.... haiz.....

- The LONER Spoke @4:17:00 PM -


Monday, August 08, 2005

ok school was as usual..... haiz..... nothing seem interesting....... haiz........

went back to unit for a few days........ althought i planned the NDP(parade) for my unit, it was sort of screwed up by someone la..... haiz..... change parts of my idea..... haiz..... wonder when will he just let go n let this newbie try out??? haiz.....friday was really a fun day for me, went back to unit where onli me there.... haha.... i runed the unit my way for that day... haha... all cadets feel as if they were treated better le.... n conclude that it's more of learning rather than a scolding/punishment period..... haha..... i totally throw the tasks to the ncos, i were there just to recap with them n teach them ways to improve their MOI..... haha.... n i think if the NCOs were given the chance to teach, they won't be so unattentive n all... haiz..... hope i can do something for them ba...... did a debrief with them after training, but instead of me talking all the time, i let them do it..... i will just be a participant n guide them in doing a debrief..... haha... hope the cadets would more than willing to come for trainings next time.. hha..... but of coz...... they know i know.... with some around, they would reconsider..... haiz...... hope the population increase ba.......

- The LONER Spoke @5:56:00 PM -


dono wad is that





about me
name : tommy
age : 19
birthday: 10 aug 88
school : Ai Tong School
Macpherson Secondary School
Singapore Polytechnic
Singapore Maritime Academy

CCA : SP NPCC,
NPCC,
SMAC,
SPRC


dreamland
outdoor sports
gals
the sun
kayaking
indoor sports
outdoor sports

HATES!
hypocrites
back stabbers
stubbon ppl
irritating ppl
AND MORE



WANTS.
#1 time
#2 new toy
#3 necklace
#4 DUFFER BAG
#5 new phone
#6 new shoe
#7 tons of new clothes
#8 ADDIDAS/NIKE JACKET
#9 OAKLEY POLARIZED SUN GLASSES
#10 CRUMPLE SLING BAG
[*to be continued...*]