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Saturday, April 02, 2005

haiz... today went shopping with mum at suntec... bought myself a pair of converse chucks, topman's boxers and banana boat de sun tanning oil...had dinner with dad at chinatown....

when i came home... i start packing my room again... it's about 10... now, it's already passed midnight... i found many things that actually brought my feeling for her back... all the neo prints i took with her... the discs tt contain things about us... song, pics etc.... felt so sad lo... all the effort i put in all gone to waste just because of one stupid sentance i made last year... really feel like slapping myself... i really love her... i saw things my exs gave me tt were not in the "EX" box but deep in the shelves... when i see all those.. i felt nothing... but when i see things took with M, or presents from her... i would feel something... i really miss the days with her.. where i won't be alone............ i have now filled my "EX" box with things, i can tell tt the box is bursting le... it's time to get a new box le...

till now... i still love her... i have never fogotten her... really... it has been 100 days since we broke off... although i gt a stead after her... but i still love her more..... i dono y too.... now i have to do things all alone... no one there for me... no one willing to share my trouble as before... or i should say, there's no one that i trusted as much as her exist anymore...tt's y i often keep things to myself instead of sharing it with my clique or anyone....

days have passed... days without a job is tough... can't stop thinking of her......................................

i added sentances on the box today after putting as much things as possible... it goes like this:
" MEMORIES OF ONE------- LIKE-->LOVE-->NO FEELING
Throughout life, there bound to be happiness and sorrows.......

Things happen for a reason........................................................

No one knows what would happen NEXT...............................
"

so sad right... haiz... i also dono y i wrote tt too... haiz......

i calculated tt i have spent more than 1.6K in 3 months since i started work in OGOP... now i seldom spend tt much....

think i will END here la... tml then update again...

- The LONER Spoke @11:58:00 PM -


dono wad is that





about me
name : tommy
age : 19
birthday: 10 aug 88
school : Ai Tong School
Macpherson Secondary School
Singapore Polytechnic
Singapore Maritime Academy

CCA : SP NPCC,
NPCC,
SMAC,
SPRC


dreamland
outdoor sports
gals
the sun
kayaking
indoor sports
outdoor sports
HATES!
hypocrites
back stabbers
stubbon ppl
irritating ppl
AND MORE



WANTS.
#1 time
#2 new toy
#3 necklace
#4 DUFFER BAG
#5 new phone
#6 new shoe
#7 tons of new clothes
#8 ADDIDAS/NIKE JACKET
#9 OAKLEY POLARIZED SUN GLASSES
#10 CRUMPLE SLING BAG
[*to be continued...*]