today
ok...conclusion: wad a STUPID day i had....
forced myself to sleep at 10 last night... n guess wad... i fell asleep onli near 11.. so shitty lo...... but luckly i woke up at 5 plus today.. went to the nearest coffee shop for my breakfast... tt uncle haven't even open his stall lo.. but he still did me the favour to prepare a bowl of noodles for me... thankz uncle.. haiz... reached HQ at 7 plus.. wasn't late... meet lotz of familiar ppl today at HQ... mostly from NDP '03, NDPD '03, CPA '04 and lastly, my area ppl... saw my cousin too.. jamie.. haha.. was like :O when i saw her.. haha..
Ok la the course.. isn't tt tough as wad ppl used to tell me.. haha.. the CIIs so stupid lo.. F*** them man.. they ask us to look at the whiteboard on the first day when we reach to see which group we are in and the file tt will be there for our attendance taking too.. BUT, they didn't place the board where it should be till it was like 8.. n we were like left with no time le.. in the end they blame us for not fulfilling wad they want.. F them la.. then the rest of the day was OK la.. haha... all lectures......
n u know wad..... we were FORCED to finish our lunch in 6 mins or less... F them la.. n they(CIIs n all officers) like eating slowly in the lecture room themselves... haiz... haiz... i was put into squad 3.. know alot of nice ppl.. haha.. eg. maria, luke, eddie and more la.. forget their names le.. hehe.... my squad CII was tt CII tt scolded me on the 28th april.. i will always remember him....n the other CII was mdm irfa(er fa i remembered.. haha)...N i was put into group 5 for the ATC.. incharged of welfare of ppl attending the camp... haiz... n i was given a task of preparing the notes n lecture of pitching up a flag pole during my MAY Residential Course... haiz... luckly onli to my group.. haha... the whole thing started before 8 n it ended at 8!!!!!!! 12 bloody hours leh... haha.. i kinda love my squad.. haha.. so fun with them... haha...
yesterday
went out with von to search for a bag for myself.... then went to find pl at OGOP as von wans to get pl's ss book... haiz.....
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- The LONER Spoke @8:45:00 PM -
haha... guess wad... i was 45 mins late for uniform collection today... kanna f*** up by a CII(Cadet Inspector Instructor)... haiz... ask me fill in all the forms but later ask me n another guy, Luke(another late guy... haha), to leave n come back for the next time slot which is at 1400 hrs.. haiz.... then Luke n i went off lo.. went to J8 to have our breakfast.. then go shop around... then chat all the way lo... haha..Luke is really a very nice guy.. a great guy to talk to too.. haha.. he entered NP.. maybe next time can meet for meal.. haha..
then know another guy, named ronal.... haha another nice guy.. he's in MI.. went to beach road with me... make our name tag n gt our aeroplane shorts... haha... talk to him all the way from HQ to beach road... haha...... so fun lo today... time well spent... gt 2 new friends..... haha.....
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- The LONER Spoke @11:20:00 PM -
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
haha......today slept till 9 plus...hehe.. very late right....haha... went online after washing up......nv had breakfast(erm... since dono when i stop having breakfast le)... haha.. then played yahoo pool with the account i opened for SP de.. so fun.... love pool man.. haha......
then had a chat with vanessa online, talk alot about CIBTC she had n wad i should expect for my upcoming CIBTC... haha... she like my jie jie like tt... so patient.... tell me the detail too... haha... so nice chatting with her... n real great knowing her....
then in the afternoon i went to OGOP to see bag then go parco le.. searched for bags there... then met raymond n friends there... had a great chat man.. haha.. chat from parco to LJS.... haha... talked about anything n everything under the sun.. haha... then alvin joined in...haha.. then we promise to meet up on sunday... haha... go K BOX.... haha... ton too.... haha....
then i go home.. i see my schedule for my uniform collection form saw a real familar name there... Jamie Chan... i think is my cousin.. haha.... hope it's not her la.. haha.... cause dun wan her to tell my family how i work outside ma.. cause i kinda treat my family different from my friends ma...... moreover i dun wan her to sort of know me too well... haha......
have to reach HQ at 9 tml... so early... haiz
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- The LONER Spoke @10:13:00 PM -
haha didn't blog for days le... didn't have the mood to la... haha
today
went gym with M.... really did lotz of workout... preparing myself for the upcoming CIBTC.... it was great to be with her.... she really look damn chio n skinny k... but she still not satisfied with her looks... haiz... are all gals like tt?... i think so.. hahaa... then stupid lo... they gt fire drill.... DID HEAR TT...FIRE DRILL IN A CC.......freak lo... was cycling when the bell rang.... haiz.. have to go out of the compound asap....went back to gym n continue with the workout... then there's 2 pervy guys near me lo... they were like looking at the cycling machine there.. and mentioned tt one of the gals up there with sports bra.... her boobs moves so violently with her movement.. i overheard tt lo... n tt fat guy used his hand to sort of show the other guy how her boobs move... haiz.... sickening ppl... go there just to see all these... haiz...
yesterday (25th April)
went to SP in the morning to finish the enrolment n get my landyard and student card.. so sucky lo... y must SP choose standard chartered bank other than others... it's so limited lo... onli a few in singapore.. then, they r located at places tt r hard to be seen lo... eg. one located at Holland V...In SP, met e ang n regina... then we went together to have lunch at mac at food court 5... then saw lai heng n mei yun.. after tt, mei ping came along.. they came to finish the enrolment too.. haha... after lunch.. we went to roam around the school compound without putting on our landyard... haha.. not suppose to de.. haha... walk all the way to the language block T19 then went to the swimming pool there.. then the gym is facing the pool leh.. so nice... but too bad the gym isn't open yet... until the school term starts then it will open.. haiz.. then went to the multi-purpose field... saw chun shan there.. he was in archery team.. asking me to join them.. haha.. i walk off telling him i will consider... haha... then went to the MAIN LIBRARY....HAHA... 1st day jiu go library le.. haha.. so hardworking.. haha.... tt library have to scan our student card then can enter de.... haha.... then sat there to chat till like 3 plus.. haha... so nice chatting with them lo.. haha...thankz gals
then after tt went to hougang to meet pei ling... shop around with her... haha... she was LATE.... again right.. haha... didn't shop for long la... hougang mall so small.. haha.. then went home after she collect her free pizzas from pizza hut.. haha...gian peng.. haha.......:P......
sunday (24th April)
went to tann early in the morning.. it was so crowded but luckly i still can get a tanning chair.. haha... then stayed there till about 3 plus... when there's sun i tann.. when there's no sun i went down to swim... haha... then my day just end like tt.. haha.. so sian right.. but i love the SUN.. hehe..
sat (23rd April)
didn't do much tt day....... joined up for habbo... quite fun la.. similar as IRC... haha....stayed at home the whole day until evening.. then went out to get swimming trunks.. and follow by family dinner.. haha.. tt's real bored day for me...
friday (22 April)
Went tanning.. haha.. then did nothing le... ya... i received my uniform collection thingy le... have to go down at 9am on the 28th of april.. haha.....hope i can wake up.. haha...
thursday (21st April)
went down to school(MPSS)... to pass all the forms to mr arkram and ask him help me write the part 3 n fax for me.. haha..... :P... then went home le.. did nothing tt day too.......haha.....
not everyday is the same for me.. so dun expect my days to be always juicy.. sometimes real bored.. k
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- The LONER Spoke @5:26:00 PM -
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
ARGH......today went to colour back my hair n cut SHORT SHORT... argh.. those who know me well... u all should know i like my hair style a few hours ago... :'(.... now its so shorttttttttttttt......i tell u all... st georges's rd de venus saloon NOT GOOD...go Xin Ying Saloon better... their cutting is better, colouring also... n i't's way more spacious than venus... then hoh.. the hair washing point de chair is more comfortable than venus lo.... think i shall stop here le... hehe... update again tml... tml have to go sch give ahcram sign my CIBTC form... n ask him help me fax.. hehe..:P... TATA...
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- The LONER Spoke @11:59:00 PM -
yesterday
was fun... met yw n pl outside school... think tt's the last time they will see my coloured hair le ba... went to the bus stop outside macpherson ITE to take bus to bugis to shop... so er xin lo... an old n ragged auntie went squatting at a corner to PEE... shit her lo... she just take off her pants n start doing her business... don't she know wad a toilet is for... haiz... all the ppl at the bus stop was like :o.. didn't bother to look at her la... tt's wad i hear from those sitting behind me.. haha... talked quite abit on the bus... went KFC to have my brunch, pl's lunch, yw's lunch....at first pl say she dun wanna eat de leh, then began to kop our food, then in the end she can't stand n went to get her own food..... haha.. then went roaming about in bugis just to get her friend a birthday gift..from parco to village to OGA, but so sad... OG is closed at 530 due to the annual Dinner & Dance for OG staffs.... haha.. then we went back to village then to parco... luckly she gt her present in parco... she dragged till like 7 plus.. so late le right... haha then went home together in bus 61...haha... then chatted on line till like 3 plus... haha... so late right... haha...
today
woke up at 11 plus.. then went tanning at TPY SC... haha.. again.. but this time i tanned for quite short onli....it was so peaceful at the beginning... until FTPSS de students came, it was so noisy lo... then bo pian.. either they go or i go... think they having lesons or something there la.. gt teacher.. so i go off lo.. shit them la...after i went off, the sun rays are stronger lo... argh... n i m not tanned at all i think.. although my mum say i darker le.. haha.. then went for medical check up at my family clinic in the evening.... tt's the end of my day....so sian right... haha... sob sob.. tml gonna cut hair n dye black le....:(
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- The LONER Spoke @9:35:00 PM -
haiz, lazy to blog again... but dun worry, i will continue blogging de... hehe:D... shall write each day as detail as possible as i could... haha...
thrusday, 14th april
M just refuses to accompany me to the boat asia 2005, deborah can't pei me due to work, Thuhan also can't pei me due to work...the worst thing is tt i gt 2 tickets, 2 tickets leh... haiz... I went there alone.. the stupid free shuttle bus to the sentosa clove, have to wait damn long lo... onli gt 1 bus i realise.. it's their first day leh... then reach there, not many ppl de.. all old old de, no youngster like me... sob sob... went to walk around, the location really very nice... n the sea breeze, feels so good... the booths all so plain de... so boring.. i onli went to yamaha counter n suzuki counter, they displayed the engines... haha... went to ask a lot from them.. haha.... how the engine works, which part is for wad..haha... dono wad they think of me... haha... then went on to see the boats n jetskis at the harbour... haha... so nice man... feeling like getting myself a boat licence... haha.. no free rides on tt day... onli on weekends...sob sob.... there's no shows too... went back with a few pics.. in my phone thou... can't upload due to no cable... hehe...
friday, 15th april
woke up in the afternoon, woken up by the msg kai lin sent... she ask me to meet her at 1.20pm at bugis mrt... i went to bathe n clean up immediately, when i leave home, it's already 1... so i msg her tt i will be late... n i m, i reached there at about 1.30pm, but, SHE is not there yet....:@....i went to walk around first... as usual i went to L2, saw deborah, but didn't approach her... ha... kai lin reach at about 1.45pm... haiz... she pass me the coupons n i passed her the cash, then she went off to get her stuffs le... haha...then went to deborah's counter again...she was doing things this time.. didn't approach her again.... then went to arcade to play maximum tune...then when i want to go back le... went up again...she went for lunch le... can't say bye to her... haha... didn't do much at home after tt...
sat, 16th april
woke up in the morning, help mum clean the fan.... then went out with her to sim lim square to get charger.... then went to bugis to see clothes.... haha... dono y when i shop myself gt so much to get de... but when with her i always hesitate de....haiz... then went home le... didn't visit deborah...haha... waited for the dinner at night.. it was my eldest auntie's birthday.. haha.. dinner was kinda fun.. so much chatters.... haha... so fun....
today
woke up today n receieved a msg from e ang that she is down with fever... have to go to boat asia again ALONE... went to eat at the hawker center before boarding the bus to the fair... haiz... this time i went to take the free jetski ride... haha.. so fun... it's acceleration so fast... haha.. wish tt i own one too.. haha.. took lotsa pics there.. can go my msn space to see all the pics... haha...
think i shall -end- here le...
- The LONER Spoke @11:32:00 PM -
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
monday was a lonely n sian day for me la, packed my room again... haha... though it looks messy still... haha
tuesday was happy... haha.. did my medical check up, went there at 2 but when it was my turn, it was already about 3 plus le... waited for more than an hour...then see the doc for less than 5 mins, did blood pressure test, urine test, eye sight test and height n weight for less than 10 mins... x ray onli take about 2 mins... in conclusion, spent 22 bucks for medical check up, but waited for about an hour, an wasted 40 mins.... onli 20 mins is used for the real check up..... shit them la.... the clinic is so packed lo.... haiz.... the toilet not nice n small... haiz...
went to look for von after that, had my lunch cum dinner with her n her friends.. she say i look like ah beng...:(... shit man... i can't even finish a bowl or fishball noodles... haiz.... paid for their drinks... haha... see i so good.. haha... after leaving them, i went to kovan to bowl... long time no bowl liao... haha...then raymond came... with his friends, haha...his ite friend n 2 NCH gals.. haha... not pretty de...my score was so shitty lo... onli 133.... then left for home le....haiz... there's my day... haiz
today was a much better day for me.... went pool with yus, jeff and WJ... so fun... gt chio bu... but all dun wanna take no.. haha.. but i already gt wad i wanted le la... haha.. a gal tt i aimed for a period of time le... haha..went to have dinner at PP de food court.. haha...went to bugis.. saw deborah playing with com... till it hang... haha.. then sort of wanna destroy the counter like tt.. haha... gal.. next time be careful hoh... later ur sales rep stand afar and see then u know.. haha... reach home le, saw the mail OC sent me.. i was selected for CIBTC...have to go medical check up again.. so sian.. have to choose either dye n cut or cut till my colour gone.. haiz... so sad.. but also good la...dun needa worry wad cca to take in SP le.. haha...
-end- here le...tml i going to boat asia... haha.. update tml night or later days la... haha
- The LONER Spoke @11:59:00 PM -
haha.... too lazy to update the last few days... haha... but i think i will squeeze as much as i remembered in this update... haha..
Friday, 8th April
went out in the afternoon to meet michelle(not the M i like/love) for abit of shopping before returning to school just to see how it's going on for MPSS UGs... haha... met her at TAKA, then we walked all the way to shaw house, shop on the way there... haha.. then back to lucky plaza to take a bus to MACPHERSON, not to forgot... we went paragon, n there's where i spray my hair black... it was not well done though..haha... during the ride, we chat quite abit la... thinking of wad we would see when we arrive... haha..i even called yw, ask him to wait for me n help me spray my hair... haha..
arrived at school... met yw, went to the toilet n he helped me to spray... haha... went chatting with some juniors haha.... then while they prepare for the whole ceremony, i was standing behind the band watching them n listening to the tunes they playing... haha.. when the ceremony starts, all ex students were forced to level 3 to watch the ceremony... most of us who bother to go back are from E4B 2004 de... haha... watch the concert too... but it's sucky la... not as good as last yr, sure de ma.. last yr is mayor as GOH leh, this yr is our last yr de principle, Subra... haha...:P
after the whole thing, we stole some... erm no la... A LOT of light sticks, haha... n off we go le.. haha... went to have dinner with some councillors... bellemy, justin, elaine, doreen n elaine's sister... haha... then went home at about 10 with bellemy taking 154... haha...
Sat...9th april
stayed home till 2 plus... then met raymond at cineleisure, went to see mei mei with him n his friends... saw jeffery there too, haha... we walked to far east... haha... so FAR... haha... ate shi lin's chicken chop... haha... tt's my first meal of the day.. haha.. was so hungry then... i asked tt guy to give me extra chilli n pepper powder..so spicy... i perspired alot while eating.. had to drink half a bottle of coke before the spiciness goes off.. haha.. went back to cine to play pool... so fun.. haha.. then i went off after tt le... meet my dad at paragon... he have a project there... went to the loading bay to meet him... then went to have family dinner.. haha... it was so long since we gather for family dinner... haha... so fun, it was filled with laughters... haha.. stayed online till 3 plus... haha.. msg with M till like 4 plus.. haha... she nv reply for quite awhile then i fell asleep le.. haha..
Sunday... 10th april..
stayed at home today.. spent time packing my room though it still look messy now.. haha... washed the kitchen with my bro... n did washing of clothes too... haha...it's quite meaningful for me la.. seldom do things with my bro de.. haha.....
think i will update tml or later.. haha... -end-
- The LONER Spoke @7:02:00 PM -
went out early today... went for a total of four job interviews... onli one rejected me due to my age, n tt was "the wallet shop", they onli wan ppl who are above 19.... sian... haiz... first went for an interview in Orential travels, position given was promoter... but it came out as a surveyer... suckers... wanna cheat me.. i walked off straight when he wanna bring a group of surveyers with me to his location.. haha... i just stood up n tell him... sorry, i dun think i want this job.... haha.. :P.. so dao right.. he stared when i leave.. haha, he was stunned... haha...
the next i went to a shop at lucky plaza... they wanted a shop assistance.. but their hours are long.. 10am to 10 pm.. n they are like paying me 1000 onli... shit them lo... again i said sorry i doubt this job would be suitable for me.. haha...:P... went to taka... went to look for michelle(not the michelle i love k...).. as she said she wanted to quit her job ma.. wanted to ask her if she wanna take up those jobs i dun rejected de.. haha...but i didn't tell her tt la... haha..but then.. shit her lo.. ask me help me talk her food n bring up to her... :(....planned to meet tml.. haha...i went home after tt.. haha...
but soon i came out again.. going for an interview at THE BENCOOLEN...the interview was a success...he said he would contact me in a few days telling me where i would be dispatched to.. a departmental store.. haha..pay was quite low... but ok la.. haiz... wad to do.. left with onli 1 month plus before i start school...oops .. i forget to tell them i need to go for medical check up n all.. :P... nvm la.. haha.. went on to shop in bugis... n u all know wad... i saw M... she was shopping with shiqi, her close friend... i knew saw a familar person when i saw her afar...but didn't know it was really her.. but haiz... i still dun dare to talk to her face to face yet.. maybe tt's the barrier in me tt i have to overcome before i try my best to get her back ba.. have been wanting to get her back since the day we broke up... I REALLY LOVE U,M.......haiz... i just continued shopping lo..
then i went to parco... saw raymond n friends... then we walk walk together.... went for sight seeing, haha... (u know wad i meant by sight seeing la...haha)......went forward to ask a promoter's no... haha... but really just wanna befriend her.. haha.... just befriend... not asking for much k... ppl... dun anyhow think hoh... i onli love M hoh... hehe....
think i will just -end- here la... update again another day.... haha....
- The LONER Spoke @10:16:00 PM -
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
haiz... woken up by MICHELLE TIEW... she msged me asking for levi's no... she wanna change job... haiyo.. ask me when i wake up ma.. :S...sent her the no. n went back to sleep again.. this time it's her again..... sickening.. can't u let me sleep peacefully?...
haiz... gt up n went washing up.. haha.. switched on my com n it goes again... msg tone heard... her again... i hack care le, instead of msging back.. i called back... talked to her for awhile on the phone... then went through the papers n found myself some jobs... haha..
went for interviews this afternoon... first was dreamz optical at bugis.. they wanna pay me 1.1k for retail assistance or 40% commission based job as a supervisor... they assure me of at lease 7 bucks per hour.. asking me back tml for the on job trail... haha... i doubt i will go for it.. haha.. the next was a ulu company in hong kong street, this time i didn't even finish the interview lo... lol...... when tt guy took out a product n tell me that job is a outdoor sales related job... immediately tell him.. ; "sorry, i m more interested in indoor sales rather than outdoor sales... haha.. sorry... maybe next time..."... n i off i went... haha... so dao right.. haha..
i feel so bad lo... act. this afternoon meeting e ang de leh.. for kayaking... but due to all these interviews, i have to turn her down... haiz... sorry e ang... maybe next time ba....
ppl... wish me good luck for my next interview n all.. haha.. tml i going for another one.. after tt i maybe going to the wallet shop for interview.......haha... think i should -end- here le la... update later or other days... tc friends
- The LONER Spoke @6:43:00 PM -
ok... i stayed home till like 3... meanwhile, was msging M....act. wanted to meet up with her.. but she dun wan... dono y too.. haiz....
then went to PP(parkway parade), waited for yusrin n jeffery who went for medical check up today... act. planned to meet at 330, i was there le.. but they haven't finish their medical check up.... then i went to ezone n played for awhile... then went shopping.... saw clothes tt suits me again... feeling like buying but have to CONTROL.....went to see laptops too... the acer one look nice..haha...
they reached at about 4plus... then we went to eat... then went to play pool at parkway complex...onli gt 2 cute gals...the rest all guys le... sad... headed home at about 720....tt's the end of the day for me... haha... so sian right... haiz... tt's life for me la... no work, not attached, friends all not free... haiz....sad
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- The LONER Spoke @11:38:00 PM -
woke up late this morning.... nv go my dad's office to help him.... slacked at home till near evening.... haha...
turtle's birthday today it is.... haha... suppose to meet him at OGOP at 5, instead, he msg me at 5 telling me he going to be late, n he will onli reach at 6...meanwhile, i went to shop around hereen for that hour... went to almost all the stores there.. haha... saw so many nice clothes but i HAVE TO CONTROL... can't spend like water le.. must stop for awhile.... haha.... went to look at chucks, converse de limited edition chucks, the leather de.. not tt nice lo... difficult to match too... haiz... n it freaking cost S$199.90...then went on to nike store to look at dunks.... but the green i dun like la...then went to 77th street to see... the colour quite nice but have to CONTROL..... maybe next month or later ba... haha...
started walking to OP at about 550... reached there at 6 sharp... n he's not there... dua me lo... he reached at about 610 lo... hai me wait so long.... haha... today he wear till very mature like tt... looks like 19 or 20 than a 17 yr old student.... haha
went to watch house of fury this time at PS...it was really a good movie... it's really worth watching... haha... we bought lotz of chips n all into the cinema... haha...ate all those till we very full... yw finished the last 1 n the half packet himself.... haha... then had pizza for dinner with his mum this time... haha...
really had a great time with yw n pl... thankz anyway... really wish he become more mature after his bd...haha... i think i shall stop here le la... haha... update again another day ba
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- The LONER Spoke @12:00:00 AM -
today is the last day of work for her... tml i yw's birthday....
woke up quite early today... didn't have my breakfast, went out for tanning section, scared tt i miss the hot sun.... it was so crowded at TPY swimming complex... so many kids n parents... have to swim for awhile first before i can get myself a tanning chair or wad the chair is called... today, there's hunks but no babes... haha... headed home at about 2...
after reaching home, i bathe again n changed into a new set of clothe... goovy & friends's top, S&K cargo pants and my new converse chucks... haha...they go really well...haha... happy with wad i wear le.. dun needa care about how ppl see me.. if they see me as a gangster i also can't say anything... n pls... I M WAD I M, DUN NEED UR STUPID COMMENT AUNTIE, tt auntie tt i saw at the bus stop while i waiting for my bus to bugis, she told her son, i think sec2 or 3 la, she say i look like gangster, with my outfit n my highlighted hair, she ask him to stay off ppl like me... PLS AUNTIE, NOW HOW MANY POLY STUDENTS DYE/HIGHLIGHT THEIR HAIR, THEY AREN'T GANGSTER LOH... SHIT U...hope i dun see her again...
went bugis to shop for yw's gift, went to level 3 straight, i know tt's where i can get nice things, esp in edge(haha, m i promoting EDGE?)... haha...i went to NWO shop, PMK shop, MCP shop, 77TH street, the shop beside it, DCP shop... i went in n out of these shops so frequently tt they sorta stop me to ask me if they can help with my decision... haha... esp the cute gal in NWO shop... tt's the 3rd time i visit tt shop le.... everytime buy clothes from them each time i visit them... but sadly today i didn't buy from there... haha... i went to buy a gift from MCP for yw.. hope he like it... although ít doesn't look nice..but the nicer one tt i choose no size for u le ma.. sorry yw.. haha... but dun worry la ... tt sales assistance wear tt one quite nice la... haha...
after tt went on to buy gift wrap n search for my new "EX" box, i gt them so quickly as i met the GAY again, tt gay tt i met at TPY swimming complex, this time he asked if i can shop with him, and pei him drink tea or wadsoever... this time he place his arms around my shoulders... i just walk off n saying tt i rush for time... shit him la... spoil my day....
went to OGA, saw marie there, talk with her for awhile... wait for the rain to stop.. haha.. talked quite a bit with her.. haha... miss the day working together...then i went to OGOP to pass the thingys over to PL... haha... ask her wrap as i dono how to wrap... haha... she still owe my S$8..:( chatted with the ppl there for quite long la... but most of the time spent there is talking to ingrid... haha... seem tt we gt alot of things to say...haha...
then off i went home alone... by then it was already 8+... haha
just now talked on the phone with M, i called her this time... really miss the time where i call her everyday n chat... she is down with illness... really hope tt she is not tested positive for tt disease she claimed... she is taking the report on tues... everyone pls pray for her.. thankz.. i feel like telling her i love her n will stay by her no matter wad, but i dun dare... sad............
i think i -end- here ba... update tml or other day... haha
- The LONER Spoke @10:43:00 PM -
haiz... today went shopping with mum at suntec... bought myself a pair of converse chucks, topman's boxers and banana boat de sun tanning oil...had dinner with dad at chinatown....
when i came home... i start packing my room again... it's about 10... now, it's already passed midnight... i found many things that actually brought my feeling for her back... all the neo prints i took with her... the discs tt contain things about us... song, pics etc.... felt so sad lo... all the effort i put in all gone to waste just because of one stupid sentance i made last year... really feel like slapping myself... i really love her... i saw things my exs gave me tt were not in the "EX" box but deep in the shelves... when i see all those.. i felt nothing... but when i see things took with M, or presents from her... i would feel something... i really miss the days with her.. where i won't be alone............ i have now filled my "EX" box with things, i can tell tt the box is bursting le... it's time to get a new box le...
till now... i still love her... i have never fogotten her... really... it has been 100 days since we broke off... although i gt a stead after her... but i still love her more..... i dono y too.... now i have to do things all alone... no one there for me... no one willing to share my trouble as before... or i should say, there's no one that i trusted as much as her exist anymore...tt's y i often keep things to myself instead of sharing it with my clique or anyone....
days have passed... days without a job is tough... can't stop thinking of her......................................
i added sentances on the box today after putting as much things as possible... it goes like this:
" MEMORIES OF ONE------- LIKE-->LOVE-->NO FEELING
Throughout life, there bound to be happiness and sorrows.......
Things happen for a reason........................................................
No one knows what would happen NEXT...............................
"
so sad right... haiz... i also dono y i wrote tt too... haiz......
i calculated tt i have spent more than 1.6K in 3 months since i started work in OGOP... now i seldom spend tt much....
think i will END here la... tml then update again...
- The LONER Spoke @11:58:00 PM -
hi guys... happy april fool day......
long time never up date le...haha... anyway, i just gt rid of my job yesterday...friends in OGOP dun miss me hoh..haha...now OGOP's basement dun have male staff le... haha.. no one help them carry things le... hehe
yesterday was a peaceful day for me... no scolding no nothing... i was having fun on the last day of my work... haha... even went to take neo prints with e ang, xiao xian n ZJ.. haha... all gals except me... me n e ang leaving on the day le.. haha...
the day before... had my off day for the week... went to highlight my hair at blue moon... haha..then went out with ZQ n LH... walk from funnan IT mall to bugis, then to bugis village and to OG albert, we carried on walking to sim lim square... and returned to bugis... but this time they hop on the bus and went hope... i had to go bugis to get my t-shirt from PMK myself... sad... then went to look for yw's present but there aren't anything that suits him..haiz... then after tt i went to novena... saw M from far, didn't dare to approach her... haiz... haiz... then went to shop alone... guys....novena is not for us... 70% of the retail shops are for ladies n children... haiz... sad,.... then went home le... haiz...
M i still love u thou
-END-
- The LONER Spoke @12:21:00 PM -
dono wad is that
about me
name : tommy
age : 19
birthday: 10 aug 88
school : Ai Tong School
Macpherson Secondary School
Singapore
Polytechnic
Singapore
Maritime
Academy
CCA : SP NPCC,
NPCC,
SMAC,
SPRC
dreamland
outdoor sports
gals
the sun
kayaking
indoor sports
outdoor sports
HATES!
hypocrites
back stabbers
stubbon ppl
irritating ppl
AND MORE
WANTS.
#1 time
#2 new toy
#3 necklace
#4 DUFFER BAG
#5 new phone
#6 new shoe
#7 tons of new clothes
#8 ADDIDAS/NIKE JACKET
#9 OAKLEY POLARIZED SUN GLASSES
#10 CRUMPLE SLING BAG
[*to be continued...*]
